I'm gay. From St. Louis. love my city. I'm older than you think I am. I love love love boyish girls and androgynous girls. I like to blog about sex, love, and lgbt issues mostly, and sometimes drag/makeup.




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Back in July, I sent her a message on an online dating site. I was excited that she was cute, and close to my height. I was really attracted to her :) We exchanged basic conversation for about a week and then just stopped talking to each other. Then I randomly ran into her at the club where I perform regularly, and I thought, “Damn, she is even more beautiful in person.” But—I didn’t do anything about it. I watched her like all my photos on facebook and instagram and thought to myself,” She seems like she is creepin’ pretty hard.” I was right, lol, but it’s so cute looking back.  
Take a night around a fire, when we were both having girl problems, and add another night of hot chocolate and singing in the car, by the end of the second night of making an effort to actually spend time together, I couldn’t wait to kiss her, and hold her, and know her more. Now, I am confident she is the woman I will grow old with, have a family with, and be happy alongside of. 

Penguins mate for life, and I know she is my penguin. 

I love you, Ashlee Michele Sanning. You’re a rollercoaster that I want to ride over and over again (giggity? lol) and I never want to wake up without you laying next to me. 

3 Months down, eternity to go, baby bear. You’re my perfect balance, my human pillow, and my best friend.

Back in July, I sent her a message on an online dating site. I was excited that she was cute, and close to my height. I was really attracted to her :) We exchanged basic conversation for about a week and then just stopped talking to each other. Then I randomly ran into her at the club where I perform regularly, and I thought, “Damn, she is even more beautiful in person.” But—I didn’t do anything about it. I watched her like all my photos on facebook and instagram and thought to myself,” She seems like she is creepin’ pretty hard.” I was right, lol, but it’s so cute looking back.  

Take a night around a fire, when we were both having girl problems, and add another night of hot chocolate and singing in the car, by the end of the second night of making an effort to actually spend time together, I couldn’t wait to kiss her, and hold her, and know her more. Now, I am confident she is the woman I will grow old with, have a family with, and be happy alongside of. 


Penguins mate for life, and I know she is my penguin. 


I love you, Ashlee Michele Sanning. You’re a rollercoaster that I want to ride over and over again (giggity? lol) and I never want to wake up without you laying next to me. 


3 Months down, eternity to go, baby bear. You’re my perfect balance, my human pillow, and my best friend.

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